Empty

It’s about eating eating eating

But always feeling empty

Binging binging binging

But feeling so damn lonely

And you know you’re lying to yourself

When you say this is the last time

When you say this is the last bit

And this is only for this time

For this fix

For this stress



This one is for those times

When you feel

So damn empty

Those sick and silly times

When you feel so damn lonely

And you keep hiding from yourself

And you can’t show

And you can’t tell

And it’s so good at the beginning

But it looks so bad at the end



It’s about eating eating eating

But always feeling empty

Purging purging purging

But feeling so damn ugly



It’s about

Feeling warm

And feeling full

And feeling good



It’s about

Feeling lost,

And feeling sad,

And feeling fooled




But if only you could

If only

You could

Wash away

Flush away



The pain

The shame

The years

The worries



The secrets

The guilt

The sounds

The memories



If if if

Only

You could

But you can’t



So

This one is about breathing in, in, in

Deep breath in

And letting it all out

All of it



© Sabrina Moella