Empty
It’s about eating eating eating
But always feeling empty
Binging binging binging
But feeling so damn lonely
And you know you’re lying to yourself
When you say this is the last time
When you say this is the last bit
And this is only for this time
For this fix
For this stress
This one is for those times
When you feel
So damn empty
Those sick and silly times
When you feel so damn lonely
And you keep hiding from yourself
And you can’t show
And you can’t tell
And it’s so good at the beginning
But it looks so bad at the end
It’s about eating eating eating
But always feeling empty
Purging purging purging
But feeling so damn ugly
It’s about
Feeling warm
And feeling full
And feeling good
It’s about
Feeling lost,
And feeling sad,
And feeling fooled
But if only you could
If only
You could
Wash away
Flush away
The pain
The shame
The years
The worries
The secrets
The guilt
The sounds
The memories
If if if
Only
You could
But you can’t
So
This one is about breathing in, in, in
Deep breath in
And letting it all out
All of it
© Sabrina Moella
But always feeling empty
Binging binging binging
But feeling so damn lonely
And you know you’re lying to yourself
When you say this is the last time
When you say this is the last bit
And this is only for this time
For this fix
For this stress
This one is for those times
When you feel
So damn empty
Those sick and silly times
When you feel so damn lonely
And you keep hiding from yourself
And you can’t show
And you can’t tell
And it’s so good at the beginning
But it looks so bad at the end
It’s about eating eating eating
But always feeling empty
Purging purging purging
But feeling so damn ugly
It’s about
Feeling warm
And feeling full
And feeling good
It’s about
Feeling lost,
And feeling sad,
And feeling fooled
But if only you could
If only
You could
Wash away
Flush away
The pain
The shame
The years
The worries
The secrets
The guilt
The sounds
The memories
If if if
Only
You could
But you can’t
So
This one is about breathing in, in, in
Deep breath in
And letting it all out
All of it
© Sabrina Moella